Catatan Konyol Plus Ngaco

1.) How am I feeling today about my past BFF-wannabe?

Mati Bersamamu – Romeo

wahai cintaku, andai kan kau tau , bahwa sekali hidupku hanya untuk mencintamu , selamanya dihatiku selamanya dalam hidupku . Reff: bila nanti aku mati sesungguhnya ku ingin mati, bersamamu… bersamamu… jujur kan aku tak mau meninggalkan engkau sendiri, kekasihku… kekasihku… (are you worth enough?)

Cinta Pertama (Sunny) – Bunga Citra Lestari

Sunny…2x. Jantungku berdetak tiap ku ingat padamu. Sunny … 2x. Mengapa ada yang kurang saat kau tak ada. Sunny … 2x. Melihatmu, menyentuhmu, itu yang kumau. Kau tak sempat tanyakan aku …cintakah aku padamu … Reff : Tiap kali … aku berlutut aku berdoa … suatu saat … kau bisa cinta padaku Tiap kali … aku memanggil, didalam hati , mana sunny, mana sunnyku, mana sunny ku … Sunny … 2x. Apa kabarmu, kabarku baik2 saja. Sunny … 2x.  Begitu banyak cerita tak habis tentangmu Sunny … 2x. Salamku untukmu dari hati yang terdalam. Kau tak sempat tanyakan aku … cintakah aku padamu … Back to Reff.  (bwahahahaa.. hiks.. T_T . Mendengar lagu ini mengingatkan how clueless & naive I was that time)

Tattoed on my mind – D’Sound

“And I can’t get you out of my dreams, Now I know that you’re the deja vu’s kind, and your smile is tattooed on my mind, Cause I can’t get you out of my dreams “ (Deep down inside I think I still love you, even hardly to see u in every screen of my mind – almost a decay we separated how can I remember your face, I still have a pic of you but I really don’t remember about you. Klo ga ada mas Keanu Reeves mungkin aku ga’ bakalan inget dirimu selamanya .. wadowh)

2.) How am I feeling today (two weeks later)?

Hurt – Christina Aguilera

Ohh I’m sorry for blaming you, For everything I just couldn’t do, And I’ve hurt myself, ohh.. If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that I’ve missed you, Since you’ve been away, Ooh, it’s dangerous, It’s so out of line, To try and turn back time (quite like that .. trap by my “what if I’ve done wrong”, it’s hard to feel its okay my bro)

Confession of A Broken Heart – Lindsay Lohan

–hmmm…???–

3.) What is The Reason I’ll get married?

Somebody to Love – Depeche Mode, it’s also my type of men I liked

I want somebody who cares For me passionately With every thought and With every breath Someone who’ll help me see things In a different light All the things I detest I will almost like I don’t want to be tied To anyone’s strings I’m carefully trying to steer clear of Those things But when I’m asleep I want somebody Who will put their arms around me And kiss me tenderly Though things like this Make me sick In a case like this I’ll get away with it. (hello, where r U?)

Selalu Denganmu – Tompi (klo udah nemu cinta yg kucari ngapain jg berlama-lama mendua.. udah aja selalu denganmu ajah yahh)

3.) What is my best friend’s theme song – lately after his several fallin love period?

Astrid - Jadikan Aku Yang Kedua

*jika dia cintaimu, melebihi cintaku padamu, aku pasti rela untuk melepasmu walau ku tau ku kan terluka.  jikalau semua berbeda kau bukanlah orang yang kupuja tetapi hatiku telah memilihmu walau kau tak mungkin tinggalkannya. Reff: jadikan aku yang kedua, buatlah diriku bahagia, walau pun kau takkan pernah kumiliki selamanya. kembali ke *, reff (sebenernya sih his brand new GF doesn’t know that he’s married!)

Daniel Powter – Love You Lately

“I hope you find whatever you’ve been lookin’ for. Just remember where you’re from and who you are, ‘Cause there’s a thousand lights that’ll make you feel brand new, But if you ever lose your way, I’ll leave one on for you. ‘Cause I’m the one that loves you lately. You and me, we got this great thing. So, come back and you sit down. Relax. Everything’s to see that you’ve come a long, long way, And it’s the place that you should be.  (huehuhhuhuu.. after several break up – reunited – break up – reunited things, can U let her go?)

Pinkan Mambo – Dirimu Dirinya

saat ku pertama menatap dalam dirimu, kubegitu yakin ini cinta. kutatap dirinya rasaku pun sama. kumencintaimu dirimu dan mencintai dirinya. ku tak ingin hidup tanpa rasa bahagia, bahagiaku bila banyak cinta, aku setia namun hidup terasa hampa bukan ku jahanam ku hanya mencari senang, hatiku takkan bisa ku berdusta cinta ini memang untuk dirimu dan untuk dirinya dan bila antara kita menghilang tak kembali untuk selama lamanya tak mungkin ku sendiri kan kucari lagi takkan kubuang waktu tanpa cinta ku merana… (wah dia banged!!!)

Cinta Terlarang –ost Arisan

Cinta datang kapan saja biasanya dia hadir tiba-tiba… (kaya’nya sihh sengaja nyari-nyari tuh… inget witing tresno jalaran soko kulino (trus nyambung ke Ratu – Semakin hari semakin cinta… wow)

4.) What is/was highschool like?

Stillnes In Time - Jamiroquai

There’s a stillness in time, Which I cannot define, Does your heart bleed like mine, For a place we can go, Where the troubles of our time are far away, And I had all my life in front of me. Now my darkness days are trouble free. There’s no place where I could rather be. Than this journey of discovery. I found love in that way. And I’m never sad, and I’m always glad Anything you give me today. I will be thankful for. People find it hard to be strong. Cos they don’t know where they’re coming from, There was nothing let to do but hang on, For a stillness in time. If you find that something’s going wrong. Look around at what you’re running from There are so many wondrous things for you to see If this world is turning too fast for your head, Just remember how bad times can roll instead, You can wait a thousand years in line. For that stillness in time.  (yups, I find good things behind my BAD choice of tackyskul)

Chemistry – Suede … ya gitu dech… masa lalu….

You Can Depend on Me - Diana Krall

(always been and always is…  )

5.) What is the best thing about me?

Engkau – Nidji … ku bukan wanita pembohong, ku hanya wanita biasa… (wakakakk…apa maksudnya?)

6.) How is my life going?

James Morrison – You Give me something

‘Cause you give me something That makes me scared, alright, This could be nothing But I’m willing to give it a try, Please give me something, ‘Cause someday I might call you from my heart, But it might me a second too late, And the words I could never say Gonna come out anyway. (siapa ya… I kept it as secret)

Picture of My Life - Jamiroquai

I never had a dream that I could follow through Only tears left to stain, dry my eyes once again I don’t know who I am, or what I’m gonna do Been so long I’ve been hopelessly confused This can never really end, its infinitely sad Can someone tell me when Something good became so bad So if you have a cure To me would you please send A picture of my life With a letter telling how it should really be instead The precipice is there But will I ever dare Throw myself in the sky, so at last I can die See I’ve become a man Who holds nothing too dear Who will mind if I just disappear This can never really end, it’s infinitely sad Can someone tell me when Something good became so bad So if you have a cure To me would you please send A picture of my life With a letter telling how it should really be instead… (hiks.. T_T… sound of lately came in mind)

7.) What do my friends really think of me?

I don’t know what can I saved You – Kings of Convenience

(I’m kinda too polite to ask help, males ngrepotin temen *yaikss*…jaim dikit)