soundtrack of my life .. this weekend
Level 42
Love In A Peaceful World
you came from out of nowhere
yesterday
well you blew my cool but that’s ok!
I guess I couldn’t run forever
anyway
I knew I’d have to face the truth someday
strange after all these years
after all my tears
to find you there in front of me
when I lost you in the crowd
I was so full of doubt
but that’s not the way it’s meant to be
ego and pride
the great divide
I was but I’m not crazy now
don’t multiply
the tears we cry
I want love in a peaceful world
I grew up with a small town
mentality
yeah, it’s a universal frame of mind
I was trying to make the changes
but I couldn’t see (oh, why are we so blind)
couldn’t see above the bottom line
searching for common ground
used to bring me down
I had better ways to spend my days
then I lost you in the crowd
I was so full of doubt
but that’s not the way I feel today
ego and pride
the great divide
I was but I’m not faking now
don’t multiply
the tears we cry
I want love in a peaceful world
can’t be denied
or justified
hold me and stop me shaking now
don’t multiply
the tears we cry
I want love in a peaceful world
hey you
you gotta break out
you gotta follow through
you gotta try to find a way
dream on
but don’t lose the feelings
when there’s nothing to hold on to
you gotta learn to feel your way
strange (strange) after all these years
after all my fears
to remember things we used to say
(strange) when I lost you in the crowd
I was so full of doubt
but that’s not the way I feel today
ego and pride
the great divide
I was but I’m not crazy now
don’t multiply
the tears we cry
I want love in a peaceful world
can’t be denied
or justified
hold me and stop me shaking now
don’t multiply
the tears we cry
I want love in a peaceful world
ego and pride
the great divide
I was but I’m not faking now
don’t multiply
the tears we cry
I want love in a peaceful world
can’t be denied
or justified
hold me and stop me shaking now
don’t multiply
the tears we cry
I want love in a peaceful world
transmit and receive
you gotta feel to believe
wear my heart on my sleeve
I’ll never lie or flatter to deceive you
transmit and receive
you gotta feel to believe it
wear my heart on my sleeve
now that I found you - never gonna leave you
transmit and receive
I’ll never lie or flatter to deceive you
you gotta believe
now that I found you - never gonna leave you
oo-oo-ooh . . .
….
Level 42
One In A Million
only one girl in a million
is the one I’m searching for
and I know that she’ll be different
from all I’ve known before
I have raised my expectations
I have followed every star
and I’ll travel every highway
no matter how near, how far
where is she
who will be
the fulfilment of my dreams?
could it be
fantasy
that may never come to me?
spent my lifetime searching for the one
and a lifetime’s work is never done
but in aiming for perfection
other hearts have passed me by
it’s a lonely road I travel
by building my hopes so high
I’ve been told
"you’re so cold,
where’s the passion, where’s the fire?"
lying in wait
until fate
lights the flames of my desire
spent my lifetime searching for the one
and a lifetime’s work is never done
throw a lifeline if you’re close to me
and I’ll give you all you’ll ever need
I spend my lifetime searching for the one
and a lifetime’s work is never done
throw a lifeline if you’re close to me
and I’ll give you all you’ll ever need
Depeche Mode
Love, In Itself
All of these insurmountable tasks
That lay before me
All of the firsts
And the definite lasts
That lay in store for me
There was a time
When all on my mind was love
Now I find
That most of the time
Love’s not enough
In itself
Consequently
I’ve a tendency
To be unhappy, you see
The thoughts in my head
All the words that were said
All the blues and the reds
Get to me
All of the absurdities
That lay before us
All of the doubts
And the uncertainties
That lay in store for us
Depeche Mode
New Life
I stand still stepping on the shady streets
And I watched that man to a stranger
You think you only know me when you turn on the light
Now the room is lit, red danger
Complicating, circulating
New life, new life
Operating, generating
New life, new life
Transitions to another place
So the time will pass more slowly
Features fuse and your shadow’s red
Like a film I’ve seen now show me
Your face is hidden and were out of sight
And the road just leads to nowhere
The stranger in the door is the same as before
So the question answers nowhere
I stand still stepping on the shady streets
And I watched that man to a stranger
You think you only know me when you turn on the light
Now the room is lit, red danger
Depeche Mode
Dreaming Of Me
Light switch
Man switch
Film was broken only then
All the night
Fused tomorrow
Dancing with a distant friend
Filming and screning
I picture the scene
Filming and dreaming
Dreaming of me
So we left
Understanding
Cleancut so we’re sounding fast
Talked of sad
I talked of war
I laughed and climbed the rising cast
Quickly I remembered
Fused and saw a face before
Timing reason
Understanding
Like association hall
D’sound
Remember These Moments
i remember your crooked smile
i remember the glow in your eyes
i remember these moments, baby, with you
kind of beauty you fall into
kind of thought makes you painfully true
i remember these moments, baby, with you
do you still see me reach for you
- the way you used to care?
do you still think i should be, baby,
with you?
i remember the warning signs
i remember i paid them no mind
cause i wanted this moment, baby, with you
when it rained but i didn’t cry
when i left without saying goodbye
i remember that moment, baby, do you?
reach for you
missing you
secretly
recalling what has been
- i don’t wanna remember
bodohh
Ternyata emang lebih enak kerja sendirian, soalnya telpon ga bunyi terus-terusan, bikin kerjaan malah sering tertunda karena sibuk angkat telpon. Hal ini bisa disiasati dg menggunakan headset, tapi agak ribet juga sih, apakah ini berarti aku masuk kategori tidak bisa bekerja dalam teamwork? Ngga juga sih, sebab klo meeting di sini lebih banyak becanda”nya daripada ke inti masalah (klo ga ada rumor penting di kantor). Sedang jika ditemukan masalah yg urgent, bisa dipastikan semua pihak akan berusaha untuk cari selamat masing”, saling lempar kesalahan, muncul debat kusir ga mutu “model duluan mana telur atau ayam?” sehingga solusi tak kunjung tiba atau malah muncul solusi yg rada melenceng dan tidak efisien karena analisanya ga’ ada atau bahkan analisa direkayasa (direka-reka sedemikian rupa supaya bisa) sesuai dengan keinginan pihak berkuasa *sigh* sebal khan? Wah birokrat dan politik kantor yg sangat katro!
Baru hari pertama masuk kerja, kok ngomong gitu sehh? Hhh.. dasar tidak bersyukur..*ih ga gitu maksudnya, cuman pengen mukek.. * smua ini terjadi karena saat masuk *Teng!!* sms datang dari Na: mbak bsk ada briefing pagi jam 7.15. *wakss…* Meskipun dengan usaha yg amat berat tuk bangun pagi di saat Jkt masih dingin… Semalem br bisa tidur jam12 tengtong! soalnya si Brooklyn kangen dah 5 hari ga ketemu, tapi kok kutuan yach dia, jangan2 ikut2 "wedding season" dwohh.. baru jg ultah 1-th kok langsung ubah status jadi not kitten anymore not yet an adult cat (hihiihii.. ngubah judul lagunya Britney yg I’m a girl not yet a woman). Tadinya mikir mo mandiin dia hr sabtu besok, tapi paginya denger asisten gw bilang klo si Broo sering muntah ma demam panas abis dimandiin kemaren. Lohhh… dasar kucing manja. Oiya, kemaren tuh perjalanan terpanjang yg pernah gw alami.. mosok flight jam7 malem gw udh siap dari jam 12 siang. Udh gitu macet jalanan dari depan rumah gw sampe’ ke jalan rayanya menghabiskan waktu sekitar 45 menit *whoaaa… Ini Jakarta bukan sih??? Kok proyek busway bs sampe’ Jatim*. Iya nehh.. ada pembangunan flyover di jalan raya menuju kotaku dimana letaknya kok ya pas di depan gang rumah!. Nasib nasib nasib…. kok berhubungan ma pembongkaran jalan mulu sehh?. Lalu jam 4 sore gw tb dg selamat di airport baru.. wuahh lampunya keren pokoke interior oke lah, sayang eksteriornya kok kurang.. mana toilet cwenya udah ada pintu yg ga bisa ditutup, yg laennya pun klo nutup pake ada suara 3D surround sound alias jueddWeRRR gitu suaranya kenceng banget, pertamanya sih gw kira kekencengan nutupnya, eh taunya ada tetangga sebelah pas nutup jg gt ngagetin bgt!. Wah ini umurnya brp bulan yahh. Terus bau lagi toiletnya KOK ga’ ada pengharum ruangan otomatisnya sehh?? sayang banget. Lalu menunggulah aku di depan counter AA sambil nggambar skets org yg lalu lalang ma nulis2 buat ide nge-blog nanti, ternyata lebih banyak bwt ngeliat orang sliweran (palagi menjelang jam5.30) karena ade’ gw dah janji mo dateng jam segitu…! Taunya j6 baru nongol (yah, maklum lah.. melepas rindu ye… cuit cwuittt). Abis gitu langsung ke Gate5. Baru deh ketauan klo desainnya kurang praktis, karena klo udah di ruang tunggu situ klo tiba2 dapet panggilan alam… wo… harus keluar lagi dari ruang tunggu gate itu, trus masuk lwt detector lagi (wuahh ribetnya). Mungkin buat alasan keamanan kali ya & mungkin jg didesain untuk waktu tunggu yg tidak lama, Jadi klo mo masuk ke Gate keberangkatan nunggu aja 5 menit sebelum boarding time, sebelumnya ngider aja ke toko2 sepanjang bandara atau … duduk aja di sepanjang koridor situ. Perasaan gw seakan lg di HK dech, abis yg ngalor ngidul ky setrikaan cm ras itu aja, laennya mah dikit banget dan biasanya satu dua orang, ga kaya mereka rombongan berenam atau bertiga. Udh gitu pake bahasa eng ing eng… ga ngerti deh ngomong apa, abis gitu ujung2nya, yo wis…*loh?*.
Setelah delay (hmmmm… hiks..hiks..) baru jam8 pesawatnya terbang. Dwouhh. Nyampe’ Jkt (rumah) baru sekitar jam11 malem. Gilingan, masak gw seharian nih di JALAN???. Maka jangan salahkan daku klo hari ini cm ngetik blog (hwahaaawhaaa.. masuk kategori korup ya?). Tanpa kehadiranku rupanya banyak gosip yg beredar.. gw akhirnya nikah dengan kucing!. Asli gila. hahaha… ngga’ sih, banyak yg ngomong klo gw lagi nyari kerja lagi (dududuuduhh…. pengennya sih).
Lalu sms cutiepie sama nelpon temen sma-ku mo bikin reunian (blehhhh.. dimana emangnya) ngga jg sih, pengen ketemuan aja mo ngomongin visi ke depan (woo.. serius nih) Iya lah, mo’ saling tuker info TA. Bodoh!.
TiPs KrE@TiF
TiPs KrE@TiF
Dari tabloid Rumah.
Menghilangkan bau kotoran kucing, taburkan larutan air+kapur sirih ke atas bekas kotoran.
Menghilangkan bau apak dalam ruangan, taburkan serbuk pala ke sudut” ruangan
Menghindari semut, taburkan bubuk vanilla di dekat tempat makanan/gula/di lemari
Menghilangkan gosong, masak air+bubuk sitrun hingga mendidih, lalu angkat peralatan masak tadi kemudian cuci hingga bersih.
Mangatasi saluran mampet, campur 1kg garam ke dalam 1l air ke dalam ember, tuangkan larutan air garam ke dalam toilet (tunggu 5jam) kemudian guyur dg 1 ember air ukuran sedang dlm sekali hentakan.
Menghilangkan semut di tanaman, semprot semut dg spray minyak kayu putih
Menghilangkan bau cat dalam ruangan, campur bubuk kopi dan vanilla, lalu letakkan dalam piring kemudian taruh di sudut” ruangan.
Menghilangkan noda tinta pada taplak, tuangkan cairan aseton (penghilang cat kuku) ke bagian yg ternoda, kucek” ulangi beberapa kali hingga noda hilang.
Menghilangkan karat pada dudukan kompor gas, rendam dudukan ke dalam air panas 100cc+ 1sdm bubuk asam sitrat selama 2-4jam, kemudian sikat hingga bersih,lalu bilas dengan air.
Menghilangkan noda pada telpon, lap telpon dg kain kering yg bersih, kemudian lap dg kain yg telah dilumuri minyak kayu putih. Lap hingga bersih.
Menghilangkan lumut dalam selang, masukkan batu dan batu bata yg telah ditumbuk ke dalam selang lalu sambungkan selang ke kran, ulangi beberapa kali hingga bersih.
Manfaat air teh’, bersihkan daun” tanaman hias dari debu, kemudian semprot daun dengan air teh’ sehingga warna daun terlihat lebih segar & mengkilat.
ost of the week
You and I Are a Gang of Losers - The Dears
Every single one of us is getting massacred on a frozen path Fever comes to wipe us out and scratch your name off of a list You and I are on the outside of almost everything You and I are on the other side of almost everything They were slurring words and acting like a bunch of animals every given day Never read or hardly wrote but signed an ‘x’ once in blood You and I are on the outside of almost everything You and I are on the other side of almost everything Cause we We got the same heart And we We got the same heart We We got the same heart We We got the same heart (x2) You and I are on the outside of all of this You and I are on the other side of all of this You and I are on the outside of all of this You and I You and I (x5) I couldn’t find this anywhere so I did it myself
"Flashback" - All Saints
[1st verse:]
I know myself and the shit that I do
It seems my mouth keeps on bothering you
I’ll make my excuses, I’ll apologise
Everybody changes when the music’s right
[Chorus:]
Turn up the beats and join me on the dance floor (dance floor)
Rip off the sheets and you’ll get what you ask for (ask for)
If you recognise me in the morning, don’t tell me what I can’t recall
What’s that, flashback, are you ready for more?
[2nd verse:]
I’m mystified by the forces at work
And I’m too scared that I’m gonna get hurt
Jump into the fire, always getting burned
I can take the pressure, it’s the way I’ve learned
[Chorus:]
Turn up the beats and join me on the dance floor (dance floor)
Rip off the sheets and you’ll get what you ask for (ask for)
If you recognise me in the morning, don’t tell me what I can’t recall
What’s that, flashback, are you ready for more?
What’s that, flashback, are you ready for more?
[M8:]
Times are changing, don’t fall behind
I’m not waiting
Not about to walk away cause I can see the future’s mine
[Chorus:]
Turn up the beats and join me on the dance floor (dance floor)
Rip off the sheets and you’ll get what you ask for (ask for)
If you recognise me in the morning, don’t tell me what I can’t recall
What’s that, flashback, are you ready for more?
What’s that, flashback, are you ready for more?
ROCK STAR SUPERNOVA LYRICS
"Be Yourself (And 5 Other Cliches)"
Be yourself
and not somebody else
it might take some, a little effort
and maybe just a little help
but you can figure it out
if not
just do what everbody else does….
Oh, keep it on the level (if that’s what I’m supposed to do)
keep on the level (if that’s what they told me to)
I keep on getting in trouble
if I try to take this side of the road
So here’s your hey hey hey (hey!), here’s you ho ho ho (ho!)
I don’t know where else to go
There’s a really fine line between what’s yours and what’s mine
it’s a line that I don’t want to toe…
I’m sick of being haunted by every cliche that I know
Keep it real
whatever that means
even if your so young you’ve never seen a limousine
your gonna one day
just remember
never get in
and don’t give up
cuz you know people are gonna care
if you just stop trying
and accept every dare
and if you can’t seem to make it
maybe, maybe you should just try failure
Oh, keep it on the level (if that’s what I’m supposed to do)
Oh, keep on the level (if that’s the thing they told me to)
I keep on getting in trouble
if I try to take this side of the road
So here’s your hey hey hey (hey!), here’s you ho ho ho (ho!)
I don’t know where else to go
There’s a really fine line between what’s yours and what’s mine
it’s a line that I don’t want to toe…you know
I’m sick of being haunted by every cliche that I know
Oh oh oh oh oh, oh oh
oh oh oh oh oh, oh oh…
oh oh oh oh, oh aaaah!
Here’s your hey hey hey (hey!), here’s you ho ho ho (ho!)
I don’t know where else to go
There’s a really fine line between what’s yours and what’s mine
it’s a line that I don’t want to toe…you know
So here’s your hey hey hey (hey!), here’s you ho ho ho (ho!)
I don’t know where else to go
There’s a really fine line between what’s yours and what’s mine
it’s a line that I don’t want to toe…you know
I’m sick of being haunted by every cliche that I know
Oh oh…
show me how you do that trick spinning on that dizzy edge you, soft and only daylight licked me into shape you, soft and only you, soft and only
Artist:
Katie melua
Song:
Just Like Heaven
Album:
Piece By Piece
the one that makes me scream he said
the one that makes me laugh he said
and threw his arms around my neck
show me how you do it
and i promise you i promise that
i’ll run away with you
i’ll run away with you
i kissed his face and kissed his head
and dreamed of all the different ways i had
to make him glow
why are you so far away? he said
why won’t you ever know that i’m in love with you
that i’m in love with you
you,lost and lonely
you, strange as angels
dancing in the deepest oceans
twisting in the water
you’re just like a dream
you’re just like a dream
i must have been asleep for days
and moving lips to breathe his name
i opened up my eyes
and found myself alone alone
alone above a raging sea
that stole the only boy i loved
and drowned him deep inside of me
you, lost and lonely
you, just like heaven
you, lost and lonely
you, just like heaven
Blue October ft. Imogen Heap
Congratulations
is that seat taken
congratulations
would you like to take a walk with me
my mind it kind of goes fast
i try to slow it down for you
i think i’d love to take a drive
i want to give you something
i’ve been wanting to give to you for years
my heart
my heart, my pain won’t cover up
you left me.. hu hu hu hu
my heart won’t take this cover up
you left me.. hu hu hu hu
i came to see the light in my best friend
you seemed as happy as you’d ever been
my chance of being open was broken
and now you’re mrs. him.
my words they don’t come out right
but i’ll try to say i’m happy for you
i think i’m going to take that drive
i want to give you something
i have wanted to give to you for years
my hearts
my heart, my pain won’t cover up
you left me.. hu hu hu hu
my heart
my heart won’t take this cover up
you left me.. hu hu hu hu
and i can’t change this
i can never take it back
but now i can’t change your mind
(you left me)
and i can’t this
i can never take this back
but now i can’t change your mind
can’t change your mind
(you left me)
can’t change you mind
(you left me)
(you left me)
(you left me)
(you left me)
go away
make it go away
please.
What next?
Finally, I fly my way to my hometown. I must face my problems. No more runaway scene selection. As long as I live until today, I’m just fine so fu##ing fine. Yeah, I’m still confused with my life. But I’ll try to get over it ‘n get all that I want. I make a huge step (I left my fears n worried out of my way) by met him. He’s cute like that old days I even not remembered it (I don’t know why, but I still remember those good parts like "lazy ..wow I’m gonna late moments", stupid girl moment -when I sat with popula boy around my girlfriends whom I thought that was not an important moment- , Heaven Knows moments with popular girls groupie.. -not all of them are snob- , camping -which made me left by my family to PK and then I slept a full day sleeping for that exhausted moments, those stupid moments, almost famous … last semester was full with fun (girls party!!)..).
When he asked me about what did I knew about him, I just speechless… I’m not interest in catched in their radar those time until now, I just like to be invisible but wellknown. Sorry ’bout that, this is all I Am.
Missed some hot newz
i’m never so MEAN like this time!
How Mean I am Lately!
No Fruits for Today
Apa maksudnya??.. Yah.. sepi-sepi aja, kerjaan belum kelar.Hihihii emang gag niat!. Bos jg lagi pusing gara-gara raw materialnya "busuk smua". Masa waktu trial hasilnya OK, nah giliran mass production.. reject ratenya bisa mencapai 50~100%. Edunness bin Guendhengz!. Kaya’nya sih ada misi sabotage..it’s a sabotage.. (Beastie Boys).
Udahlah… come on weekend do come my way!
Hectic day
Pagi ini, gw dikejutkan oleh telepon dari salah satu vendor kantor, klo ada barang yg belum terkirim. Wadaww… mana part tadi merupakan one last product this year. Ampun. Deh. Sejak jam 8 sampe’ jam 11 telpon terus berdering menanyakan kapan mo kirim barang. Duh sebel banget, karena setelah ditelusuri dengan kepala dingin dan saling cross check data.. oh lalala… ternyata tuh barang nyasar di gudang vendor sebelah. Duh, silly things yg harusnya ga perlu terjad. Kok bisa salah kirim ya? JAngan-jangan ada instruksi dobel nehh. Menurut analisa gw:
a. driver disuruh kirim barang ke gudang A tapi suruh mampir ke gudang B buat approved berita acara. Trus karena produknya sama dikira si penerima barang tuh barang buat gudang dia.. langsung aja maen nurunin barang. Ga di check pa surat jalan?
b. Driver denger gossip klo di gudang B kehilangan barang (kebetulan part tadi) jadi pikirannya dah mo ngirim ke gudang B tanpa melihat surat jalan!
Kemudian gw berpikir, jangan-jangan karena ada misi management tuk ngurangin karyawan.. pikiran si driver muter entah kemana dan saat tersadar.. oo… aku harus kirim ke gudang mana ya tadi… Dan kemudian berinisiatif kirim ke gudang A… aduh bo’ kenapa ga lirik surat jalan sehh, trus sesampainya di checker approved sjnya ga diliat juga (wah kerjaan baru nih). Sebelnya lagi si MR ISO itu kagak jg inisiatif tuk sosialisasi struktur baru, nambah kerjaan gw ma bos gw aja.. nerima telpon gak penting dan nambah kerjaan nelpon sana-sini trus melototin system sampe’ mata seiwer. Duh jd senewen khan…!. Setelah semuanya tersadar, eh HO-nya bilang klo di plant B emang msh kuran g bom –bill of matl produk tadi… Ihhhh… dr td pagi dong Pak!. Kerjaan gb packaging Flywheel seri baru dah jadi, tinggal layout warehouse matl. Belum kelarr.. baru satu baris, ukurannya jg belum semua… wadowww.. masih 6 line lagi??? Besok harus kelar. Sore menjelang pulang langit mendung, ujan rintik-rintik tapi anginnya kenceng plus kado halilintar samber menyambar menjadi DUARRRRR!!!!!! Bikin kaget mak latah di ruang sebelah… hihihiii… Pulangnya di ajak bareng ma mbak sekretaris sama pak YM. Di mobil cerita-cerita tentang bos bawel yang kerjanya kaya komisaris. (Eh beliau emang komisaris di salah atu pt…). Orangnya sih lemah lembut tapi dalem bo’… tadi aja gitu ada salah satu klien yg bilang “Sopan sih ngomongnya tapi rasanya kaya di-smack down” Hehehehe… baru tau, waktu meeting jg suka gitu “KLo anda smoker, berarti diam-diam anda berusaha membunuh temen anda. Klo mo ngrokok jangan di sini deh (maksunya suruh cabut dr kantor secara di kantor ga disediain ruangan buat ngerokok). Gw sih setuju klo para smokers itu merokok di ruangan khusus, tapi ga ngomong sedalem itu. Jadi sepanjang jalan pulang, kita bertiga malah jd ngegosip-eh sharing lah tentang big bos ini. Berat dehh.. beban mental.
Lost without You
Every single tought n word I speak of was nothing.
I’m away… so far away from The One.
I should be Better this time.
I’m lost without You.