Catatan Konyol Plus Ngaco :: June :: 2007

June 29, 2007

hmmm.. love u too…

Filed under: All Days Journal
Semalem gw nelp cutie pie, kira-kira jam 10mlm kakaknya telp dia klo bpknya masuk RS karena tipes. Hihihi.. padahal kemarenan gw ga masuk kantor dg alasan sakit tipes, kok bisa nular ya dari jarak jauh. Lucu banget kita dah kompak nih ya..
Sementara itu, dia jg bilang klo 10 Agt jadwal registrasinya, trus sekitar pertengahan Juli dia mo ke kampusnya buat mastiin masa studinya. Ih… nih anak bandel n nyante banget kok bisa so typical gini ya ma gw.
Jadi minggu depan kita nih akan berkonspirasi buat ngerjain tugasnya, tau deh, gw kan orang antisosial gimana bisa nangkap baseline dari konsep tugasnya ya?.. Lucu jg sih klo dipikir, dulu waktu SMU gw sebenernya pengen masuk IPS trus nglanjutin ke ekonomi
tapi klo di ekonomi bnyk apalan mana muat ditampung di otak gw, mending di teknik tinggal apalin rumus dan ga usah menghafal tabel2 material dan segala properti fisik dan kimianya. Coba klo ekonomi , sejarah & aturannya gw hrs hapal??? oh My God, enggak deh
dulu aja klo ujian pelajaran yg berbau2 IPS, gw pasti stress berat… ngapalinnya bo!. Lalu dia mengungkit eh mengejar eh membahas dan mendiskusikan wacana ke depan ttg kita, hihiii.. sok serius nulisnya, pusing deh gw kok dia yg lebih ngotot dg our future plan.
Katanya sih abis acara nikahannya ade’ gw, sekitaran Januari dia mo ngebahas tanggal de el el… hiii… kok gw jadi jiper, trus dia nanya k gw, gmn elo dah siap blom de’?..
kwakkwakkaww.. Adoww.. gw speechless deh trus blg ehm.. ntar dulu deh, masih blm siap, tenggatnya setelah dia kelar aja n masalah gw jg udah kelar shg kita bs ngomong dg tenang. Lgpula gw masih pengen mengumpulkan keberanian & other stuffs also my pride dg nyari kerjaan baru.
Masa gw harus stuck di sini menjadi seseorang yg ga gw mau. Cape’ deh!. Oiya tus dia jg ngobrolin masalah pindah kerja, katanya sih dia baru mau ke sini klo kita dah menikah, klo blom dia masih milih stay disana. Klo gw sih terserah aja, pusing jg sih, klo blk ke sana, gw setidaknya hrs
pny modal lebih biar ga’ kaget. Trus kudu kursus macem2, mulai bhs-komputer (belajar networking-language-troubleshooting, grafis? perlu ga’ ya belajar webdesign-3dsmax, macromedia?? ahhh pusing). trus kursus mekanik buat buka bengkel dirumah aja. Klo masalah keuangan biar bokap gw ajalah. Gw ga’ bs masalah akunting.
Ato ntar minjem n nanya2 ke sohib2 SMU gw yg banyakan berkarir sbg bankers. Hehehe.. Ginilah kendala klo ortu pengen gw balik lagi. sementara kesiapan gw nol besar!.
Then at the end of our conversation he said I love U.. hihihii… gw kaget n biasa aja… emang gila tuh anak, berani bilang udah ngerasa can’t live without me. Ahh.. berat banget, gw sih ngerasa demikian cm ga berani ngomongnya karena konsekuensinya n takut klo Tuhan cemburu…
@ least I answer him… love u too (iklan banget sih gw!).. yah… biarlah gw terlena dg segala rayuan & harapan2 nya. God please bless us! Thanks a lot!
June 28, 2007

Serial Korea Hello Miss! & Witch Yoo Hee

Filed under: Movies

Kemaren malem gw liat film korea Hello Miss!, lucu banget meski ga seheboh Fantasy Couple Ceritanya: Lee Su-ha (artis Lee Da-hae)pewaris rumah kuno Hwa Ahn Dang, pewaris ke 38 dari klan Lee Je-an setelah bpknya meninggalkan keluarganya ke Seoul demi WIL, ibunya meninggal krn kanker perut. Lalu dia mdpt undangan grup tradisional di Seoul, setibanya disana dijemput teman kakak laki2nya Su Yin yg bernama Shin Men. Ternyata SM ini sepupu dari Hwang Dong-kyu (aktor Lee Ji-hoon), yang berniat membeli rumah kunonya. Alasannya sih karena kakek DK itu dulunya pembantu di rumah itu dan kemudian mencuri sapi sehingga bisa merintis usahanya hingga menjadi konglomerat di Korea. Kakeknya bilang ingin merasakan tidur di kamar utama Hwa Ahn Dang! Tapi pas ke desa itu si kakek diusir2 oleh para punggawa LSH. Semula si LSH mengira jika Dong Kyu itu wakil dari bank, LSH mau pinjam uang tuk perbaiki rumahnya yg mau roboh, akhirnya keduanya saling menyadari klo jatuh cinta, tapi yg pertama suka sih ya si Dong Kyu, meski dia rada2 ga percaya gitu bs jatuh cinta sama LSH yg aneh abis, mungkin karena LSH tuh polos banget tapi berprinsip (hal yg jarang di Korea Modern) selain itu LSH megang adat banget. Akhirnya ya mudah ditebak mereka jadian. Nontonnya pake digangguin sms dari cutie pie… mungkin dia pengen nelpon tapi sedang menahan diri… hehehe… sementara gw ga’ mau ganggu misinya. Kacian deh. Sebelumnya sih liat film Witch Yoo Hee, nih film bagus bgt karena pemain cwonya cute abis

Witch Yoo Hee

Ceritanya tentang seorang anak konglomerat yang sejak kecil dididik tuk menjadi pewaris bisnis keluarga, memanggil ayahnya saja dengan sebutan direktur! bukan ayah. Yoo Hee ini sangat pinter, culun dan ga’ gaul semasa di kampus, meski demikian dia punya pacar pertama (yang maen jd LV di princess hours). Ternyata mantan cwonya itu dibayarin bp direktur tuk kuliah kedokteran di LN asal dia putus dg YH. Sementara itu si YH yang dingin dan ga’ tau gimana caranya menjaga hubungan dg cwo, sibuk ikutan kencan buta/ikutan biro jodoh. Tapi ya gitu deh, semuanya berakhir dengan mengerikan. Pada suatu saat datanglah Mo Ryong (Jae Hee) yg menggantikan temannya buat janji temu/kopi darat perjodohan itu, kencan yg aneh, akhirnya si MR menolak dg tegas si YH. MR sebenarnya kuliah di kedokteran, tetapi memilih tuk cabut dari kuliahnya karena lebih suka memasak, dan pengen belajar masakan Prancis ke New York. Tapi pada suatu saat MR nabrak mobilnya YH, sebagai gantinya MR harus kerja sebagai pembantu di rumah YH, kebetulan saat itu adik MR sedang bermasalah, jadi MR pura2 pergi ke LN tuk belajar masak padahal sih dia pindah ke apartemen YH tuk jadi pembantu. YH sebenernya suka dengan cara kerja MR (ya iyalah ex mahasiswa kedokteran pastinya rapi dan cara berpikirnya dah terstruktur). Tapi karena sering terjadi insiden, keduanya sering tarik ulur. Kemudian MR jg menjadi beauty advisornya si YH. Semua baju & aksesoris hitam YH disumbangkan, lalu dia mencomblangkan YH dengan Jhonny (Dennis Oh… so kawaii), sebetulnya sih Jhonny ini temen kuliah YH sewaktu di LN dan kebetulan Jhonny itu suka ma YH, tapi YH nya cuek2 aja dan masih cinta sama mantannya (kak senior). Kemudian buat bikin kesel bapaknya si YH pura-pura pacaran dgn MR, tapi mereka malah jatuh cinta beneran, secara perhatian si MR kaya’ gitu siapa jg cwe yg ga akan terklepek2 (hihihihiii…). Padahal sebelumnya si YH tuh udah sempet balikan dan mo nikah dg kak senior, berhubung kak senior itu ternyata ga’ cinta dan ga’ menunjukkan ketulusan perasaannya serta ketauan belangnya klo dia konspirasi ma bp direktur klo dia bisa menikahi YH maka dia akan mendapatkan RS yg sahamnya dimiliki bpnya YH. Jadi pas pendetanya bertanya pada YH apa dia bersedia menjadi istrinya, si YH bilang tidak, lalu datanglah MR yg melarikan diri dari tes memasak. Akhirnya mereka melarikan diri, runaway bride!. (oiya Jhonny itu disamain kaya Jamie Oliver di Oliver twist’s the naked chef.. cara masaknya sih emang rada2 mirip tapi bawainnya kurang nyante..). Namun kebersamaan mereka ga’ lancar gara2 campur tangan bpknya YH. Terakhirnya sih, si MR mutusin buat belajar memasak di LN ikut dg Jhonny ke NY, tapi ga’ jadi karena si YH nyusul dia ke bandara. Ya gitu aja endingnya.

 

June 27, 2007

Akhirnya Finally Final (1)

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If U were born on the 1st, 10th, 19th, 28th of any month U r NO 1 …
If U were born on the 2nd, 11th, 20th, 29th of any month then U r NO 2 .
If U were born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, 30th of any month then U r NO 3 .
If U were born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, 31st of any month then U r NO 4…
If U were born on the 5th, 14th, 23rd of any month then U r NO 5 …
If U were born on the 6th, 15th, 24th of any month then U r NO 6 .
If U were born on the 7th, 16th, 25th of any month then U r NO 7…
If U were born on the 8th, 17th, 26th of any month then U r NO 8 …
If U were born on the 9th, 18th, 27th of any month then U r NO 9…

No 1
You are smart, straight talking, funny, stubborn, hardworking, honest, jealous on competing basis, kind hearted, angry, friendly, authoritive, famous person…always want to be and regarded as first on people position, they are often like to be independent, will never be under others, self confident people!
You are most likely to fall in love in the younger age, but will get
marry when you mature! You are likely to have problems with people who have opposite views and you are most likely to take revenge over your enemies in a long time basis. You are a spender, but you will have a good profession in the future. If you are guy you will be very popular that everybody will have mental attraction and respect at you. You can go anywhere from the local shop to the heart of the parliament because you are positive and well talented in numerous issues!! But in your life you will always have some people who will work hard to bring you & your name down. This is undercover!! Coz of your smart behaviour you will be hated by some people too…
Your family life is very cool, you will have a very nice partner & wonderful children… You are pioneer, independent & original…
Your best match is 4,6,8 good match is 3,5,7 !!!

No 2
No matter what, you will be loved by every one coz your ruler is the Moon and every one loves the Moon. Well.. you are a person who day dream a lot, you have very low-self confidence, you need back up for every move in your life, you are very much unpredictable. Means you do change according to time and circumstances, kind a selfish, have a very strong sense of musical, artistic talent, verbal communication. Your attitudes are like the Moon, comes to gloom and fade away so everybody can expect changes in you. You can be a next Mahatma Gandhi who does peace love or you can be a Hitler who wants to destroy the man kind and peace (I mean in the community and your own home).
If you really have a deep thought about your own believe in God you can
feel the difference which will make you stronger! Most of the time your
words are a kind of would be happening true! So without any knowledge
you can predict the situation.. You will become poets, writers, any
artistic business people! You are not strong in love, so you will be there and here till you get marry.. If U r a girl you will be a responsible woman in the whole family. If U r a man you will involve in fights & arguments in the family or   vice-versa. Means you will sacrifice your life for the goodness sake of your family…You are gentle, intuitive with a broad vision, a power behind the scenes, well balanced People!!!
Your best match is 2 ,5 ,9 no other people can put up with you !!!

No 3
You are a person of hard hearted, selfish most of the times, religious,
loves to climb up in your life. You always tend to have lots of problems
within your family in the early stages but you will put up with everything.. You have the strong word power, pretty happy face.. so wherever you go always you have got what you wanted!!! And from the birth always wanted to work hard in order to achieve something.. You will not get anything without hard work! When you reach a man/ woman age you want other younger once to listen to you because you want younger people to respect people older than them. You do set so many examples to others. Generally you are not a cool person. It’s not easy thing dealing with you. A tough player you are! But once you like someone’s attitude! then here you go, what can I say? It will be a lasting friendship. You always have respect from others. Your life seems to have lots of worries and problems but sure they won’t be long.. You will always have brilliant kids!!! You love the money a bit too much so temptation will push you to endless trying and trying.. If you are a guy then it’s over. Looking after your family and help friends, so you will spend a life time just being generous and kind (except 21st born men). And number 3s you will be such an example of how to be in the culture & life!!! If you are girl then you have good character and culture & hardworking attitude. You always follow. You are a freedom lover, creative, ambition focused, a person who brings beauty , hope & joy to this world!!!
Your best match 6 ,9. Good match 1 ,3 ,5 !!!

No 4
You are very stubborn too, very hard working but unlucky in important
matters in life, very cool, helpful, you have rough word power..Might
put lots of people away from you, you may cause nuisance to others if you are a man, and you often understands others and their problems well. If you are a girl you are very good with studies and arts. If you are a guy you spend most of the time after girl friends (almost) at times, you will have sort of too much fun life with mates & girls. Your friends will spend your time & money and get away with their life and you will become empty handed and don’t know what to do.. So be careful!! You love to spend anyway!!! Your good will is you are always there to help family and friends. Tell you what you people are little gems! specially the girls.. You always fall in love in younger age as well. You often live with disappointments, for an example you have got a degree in some thing..but you will be unemployed… or will do very ordinary jobs. But you will take care of your family very well…All you need to be careful of people who will take advantage of your kind heart. And beware of your relations too.. You are radical, patient, persistent, a bit old-fashioned, you live with foundation & order…
Your best Match 1, 8. Good match 5 ,6 , 7 !!!

No 5
You are very popular within the community, you can get things done by
justchatting..to even enemies! You have a pretty good business mind, you are often have no-idea what is today is like, or tomorrow is like, you are aperson who does anything when your head thinks "lets do this". You will be famous if you open up a business, get involve in share dealings, music etc.. Very popular with sense of humour ,you are the one your friends and families will always ask for help, and you are the one actually get money on credit and help your friends. You will have more than 1 relationship, but when u get settle down you will be a bit selfish anyway. Coz your other half will have a pretty good amount of control in you, be careful! You tendto go for other relationships! Contacts even you are married at times ‘coz your popularity.. You are someone who get along with anyone coz the number 5 is the middle number.. Changes & freedom lovers you are! You are an explorer with magic on your face. You learn your life through experience and it’s your best teacher!!!
Your best match 1 ,2 ,9. Good match 6 ,8 !!!

No 6
Ooopppss..you are born to enjoy.. You don’t care about others. I mean
you are always want to enjoy your life time, you are a person.. You will be very good in either education or work wise or business management! You are talented, kind (but with only people who you think are nice), very
beautiful girls and guys, popular and more than lucky with anything in
your lives. All the goodness does come with you. Your mind and body is just made perfect for love. You are loveable by any other numbers. But if you are a number 6 man, you will experience kinda looks from most girls and will involve in more than few relationships until you get married. If you are girl, most of you will get marry/engaged early. You are! a caring person towards your family & friends . If you miss the half-way mark then you are about to suffer physically and mentally. Generally you will lead a very good inner-home happiness with nothing short of. You are a person of compassion, comfort & fairness, domestic responsibility, good judgement, and after all you can heal this world wounds to make peace for every life coz you have the great power of caring talent to make this world of love one step further…
Your best match 1, 6, 9. Good match 4, 5!!!

No 7
You have got the attraction to anyone out there, you are realistic, very confident, happy, such a talented individual with your education, music, arts, singing, and most importantly acting too. You have real problems  with bad temper! If you are a girl, you are popular with the subjects listed above. You give up things for your parents. I mean you value your family status a lot, you will be in the top rank when you reach a certain age. If you are a guy you are popular with girls, you are a very talented too. Most of the number 7s face lots of problems with their marriage life. Only a very few are happy. You have everything in your life, but still always number 7s have some sort of unfullfilness, such worries all their lifetime. It’s probably the Lord given you al! l sort of over the standard humans talents and you are about to suffer in family life. So you need to get ready looking for a partner rather than waiting. If you don’t, then you might end-up single. So take care with this issue, ok? You are wonderful, friendly, artistic, happy person. You are born to contribute lots to this world!!!
Your best match is 2. Good matches are 1,4 !!!

No 8
You are a very strong personality, there’s no one out there will understand you. You are very good at pointing your finger at some thing and say "this is what". You are more likely to suffer from the early ages. I mean poverty. If your times are not good you might lose either of your parent and end up looking after your entire family. You often suffer all the way in life. The problems will not allow you to study further, but you will learn the life in a very practical way. You are the one who will fight for justice and may die in the war too. You are normally very reserved with handful of friends and most of the time live life lonely and always prepared to help

 others. Well, once you get married (which is often
late) then your bad lucks will go away a bit and you become safe. You will face un-expected problems such as : the error, government, poisonous animals, accidents. You are some one with great discipline, persistence, courage, strength which will take you to success. You are a great part of a family team. You are a fighter!
Your Best match 1 ,4, 8. Good match 5 !!!

No 9
Hey, you guys are the incompatible people in the world. You are so strong, physically and mentally. You are often having big-aims. You will work hard and hard to get there. Normally you suffer in the early age from family problems and generally you will have fighting life. But when you achieve what you have done, it’s always a big task you have done! You are so much respected in the community, you are a person who can make a challenge and successfully finish the matter off. You are very naughty in your younger age, often beaten up by your parents and involve in fights and you seemed to have lots of injuries in your life time. But when u grow you become calm and macho type. Love is not an easy matter for you. You are good in engineering or banking jobs coz people a! lways trust you. Your family life is very good, but will have worries over your children. You r such qualities are humanitarian, patient, very wise & compassionate. You are born to achieve targets and serve every one all equally without any prejudice. You are totally a role model to anybody in the world for a great inspiration.
Your Best match 3, 5, 6, 9. Good match 2

TyPe - TyPiCaL ChaRacTerS

lo TIPE orang pendiem / Jaga image?
= keduanya … pendiem karena gw ga suka ngobrol ma org yg basi, Jaim klo ma org baru n orang yg ga gw kenal deket banget

lo TIPE orang yang cuek?
= bangedd!!

lo TIPE setia apa gak?
= setia secara nama keluarga gw ada setia-setianya getuu.. (hheehehee..)

apa TIPE ce/co yg lu cari?
= yang normal cenderung aneh biar ga’ kaget banget secara gw ce anomali

TIPE berpakaian lu gimana??
= kaos, jeans, snekears.. amburadul

TIPE accessories yg lo selalu pake?
= ga’ ada.. jam tangan klo ga lupa

TIPE pekerjaan idaman lo?
= jadi CEO , pengusaha sukses … usaha nyari kerjaan yg gw senengin ;p

TIPE makanan yg lu suka?
= yang berkuah model tom yam, soto, sup de el el

TIPE minuman yg lu suka?
= yang seger kaya es campur, es krim, es kopyor

TIPE sahabat yang lu cari??
= sahabat yang setia dan agak error ky gw tapi bermoral, sayangnya sohib gw smuanya pada kelewat error! jadinya mereka cm temen deket.. klo sohib gw kali cm nyokap

TIPE tempat loe suka datangin??
= yang ga crowded… ke pasar pun gw pilih saat ga rame bgt!

TIPE kegiatan yang suka lo kerjain??
= sleep well rest enough.. hehehehee… jalan2 liat pemandangan yg biru & ijo pokokna yg sweegeerr-sweger…

TIPE lagu yang lo sukai??
= apa aja yg enak didenger (versi gue lah), lagu dangdut klo menarik pastinya gw dengerin jg semisal kucing garong (hhahahahaa..!)

TIPE film yang lu suka??
= apa aja asal ga’ basi dan masuk akal menurut otak Asia gw, secara tipe film Amrik yg berat model Brokeback Mountain, Squib n the whale tuh sama skali ga’ masuk di otak gw nilai bintang limanya ada dimana??..

lo TIPE anak rumahan ga?
= pastinya! secara gw lebih sering molor seharian

lo TIPE yang gampang benci orang
= klo orangnya bener2 kelewatan

loe TIPE org yang dewasa ga?
= dewasa dalam berpikir tapi childish in style n act

loe TIPE org yang sayang keluarga??
= IYA..!

pertanyaan terakhir, loe TIPE org yang kaya gimana??
= tipe yang narsis & sangat abstrak..! gw aja ga’ tau..

ReLax dikitt..

Akhirnya hr senin kemaren gw dah kelar kumpulin buku TA gw, tnyata ada lembar yg kelewatan.
Bodoh banget, gitulah klo buru2 dan pergi sendiri dalam kondisi ga sehat. Gw jd error kasih ke penjilidan.
Ada satu lembar terlewatkan mana bagian acknoledgement lagi… kurang ajar n ga tau terimakasih banget deh gw!
Trus tadi siang, iseng gw liat ke database nilai, ternyata dah keluar, tau bener ngga’nya masa (eh.. alhamdulillah) … gw dapat B di makul TA
Darimana datangnya nilai wow itu ya secara kemaren pas sidang gw edan n ga tau arah ngejelasin ke mereka.
Mungkin direlain karena gw ngerjainnya ekspress seminggu jadi (hahh!!) tapi klo ditotal sampe revisi ya kira2 sebulan full.

Oiya, kemaren tuh pas ke kampus buat kumpulin hardcover, pak AI, baekk banget, masak dia tuh support bgt buat nerusin jurnal. Padahal gw udah hopeless bgt ma materi gue.
Beliau mberikan nasihat agar gw terus menimba ilmu, kasih blog di website kampus buat updating masalah jurnal & other scientific problems. Padahal sih dia jg blg klo nulis diary disitu jg gpp…
ihh..ngga’ bgt lah. Ntar beliau tau klo gw lagi mojok… hehehe… ky infotainment aja ntar.

Sering cabut dari kantor, stress di rumah dan di kantor membuat gw jadi kurus kering kempot ih jelek banget deh, untung aja kemaren cm kena radang panas dalem
sampe sariawan gedhe2. Biasanya klo ujian gw emang sakit beginian nih.
Cuman muncul 1 jerawat gedhe di jidat (amin) biasanya sih lebih parah .. muncul di idung!.
Setelah semuanya kelar, dah ttd dosen pembimbing, langsung aja semuanya ilang, sembuh gitu aja.
Oh God thanks for everything, apa ya yg kurang… ada banyak sih tapi itu kesalahanku juga. Serem!.
Qoutes relate to this topic: "klo kau punya cinta yang membuat hidupmu bergairah, ada rasa kekaguman, penghormatan, menjagamu. Jika kau rasakan dua makna diantaranya
saja itu sudah cukup, jika kau dapatkan semuanya, kau tidak perlu mati tuk rasakan surga. Semuanya menjadi tidak penting kecuali cinta itu sendiri… " Hahh… berat!.

Emang sih yg gw rasain ky gitu, saking depresinya kemaren2, klo gw mati kayanya ga nyesel secara gw udah usaha maksimal (dikit sih) tapi dukungan ortu, keluarga, temen2 gw meski just call or sms-ing, my honey de el el termasuk brooklyn tersayang.
Mungkin rasa cinta yang murni tuh kaya gini ya, meski gw kurang ekspresif dan kadang masih mempertanyakan perasaan gw, tapi klo dihubungkan sama perasaan gw ke ortu gw jg ngga jelas ga bs memperlihatkannya rasa sayang gw.

Tadi sempat nulis ehm.. prakata/preface buat love letter tuk si dia, tapi dah keburu mati ide. Lembarannya sih masih blom dibuang, buat nyatet iklan dari poskota ttg notebook.
Lalu ada temen yg iseng baca, kt temen gw : " Elo serius banget ya cinta ma dia?" secara gw ga pernah open up my mind ke org lain. Hihihii… berarti klo org lain ngeliat gw lagi fall in love. Bener dong klo gt soale gw kan cuek, jd suka melewatkan gitu aja suasana hati n sekitaran gw.
Wahh.. kadang sih suka nyengir ndiri, mellow dan temen2nya yg mungkin bgt menunjukkan gejala fall to pieces…
Tapi yg pastinya gw makin segar dan kata temen2 gw sih jadi makin cantik (ighh.. diliat drmana ya? auk ahh)
Mmm… semoga aja dia dan aku jadi satu … there’s no more me and you but only us both of us ! Kok bs gw seyakin ini ya saat ini?? Entahlah gw dah terjaring sama ur spiderweb. Meski gw slalu dalam tanda tanya, tapi gw slalu meyakinkan diri klo u belong to me n i belong to u.
Love so complicated!

June 25, 2007

fINAllY

Filed under: All Days Journal
akhirnya gw dah kelar sidang n kumpulin all docs. Nilai blm tau n masih takut buat tau secara performance gw ajrut2an… gimana engga’ 2 hr bo’ gw baru nemu konsep bpikir dg benar, dan pada hari H gue br tau darimana gw harus mulai… Ihhhgggghhh, yg penting dah kelar. tinggal lanjut mo kabur ke tempat yg lebih baik dan menjanjikan. Trus gw kudu cabut kemana lagi ya…????….. mendekatinya dan mendekati my mom.. hihihiii…. jadi anak bawang lagi. Wis sudahlah, mo ketemu dosen lagi. Final Answer!
June 12, 2007

Mellow karena sorrow for d day after after tomorrow ;)

Filed under: All Days Journal
Eskobar ft Heather Nova - Someone New

So is it goodbye?
Is it time to set you free?
Is it time to let it fly?
Is it time to let it bleed

We used to take turns
To cover up the pain
Deep below it burns
And the fellin’ still remains

You’re gonna find someone new
I really hope you do
‘Cause I love you
And the sun will come on thru,
It’s gonna shine for you
‘Cause I adore you

Yes we gave it a try
But maybe for too long
Out of every sorrow
Another day will dawn

You’re gonna find someone new
I really hope you do
‘Cause I love you
And the sun will come on thru,
It’s gonna shine for you
‘Cause I adore you

And the road travels on
But I’m still near you
In my life, like a song
I will still hear you
Still

Sun will shine for you
‘Cause I adore you…
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Hhhh.. asyik bermellow yellow saat gundah dengan deg-deg-an menanti sidang skripsi Jumat ini. Aduh blom belajar, blom bikin presentasi de el el. Besok kamis mo setengah hari, mo liat yg maju ky apa ya persiapannya. Hari ini d kantor gi ada RUPS, huhh… ga’ seru, kaya’ ada acara hajatan aja deh, full decor n cleaning plus tidy up all space!. wahhh!!! gw input sistem salah pulakkk… kacrauuu….miauuuu… wis lah!!! semangat nek!.

oiya hubungannya ma lagu diatas, gw dengerin Someone New - nya Eskobar feat Heather Nova dari youtube.. hihihii… diulang-ulang terus… klo kaset paling dah mbliyuutt… alias rusak. Semoga klo terjadi sesuatu yang ga terduga antara kita I do wish u find someone new that would shine for you ‘cause I really love you n I don’t want you waste your time in emptyness. Lagu ini jg gw persembahkan buat the iceberg, I’m still adore you… but I just can’t let myself bleeding for you … that’s not me.
Kemudian lagu ini ditutup dengan Fall to pieces - Velvet Revolver…. huaaaaaaa….. sweedddyihhh…!!.

It’s been a long year
Since you’ve been gone
I’ve been alone here
I’ve grown old
I fall to pieces, I’m falling
Fell to pieces and I’m still falling

Every time I’m falling down
All alone I fall to pieces

I keep a journal of memories
I’m feeling lonely, I can’t breathe
I fall to pieces, I’m falling
Fell to pieces and I’m still falling

All the years I’ve tried
With more to go
Will the memories die
I’m waiting
Will I find you
Can I find you
We’re falling down
I’m falling

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Tapi gw ga terjun bebas kok! Ihhggghh..!!

June 7, 2007

TA tugas akhir tugas asal-asalan kebut seminggu

Filed under: All Days Journal
Stress abisssssssssssssssssssssss gimana nih, TA blom kelar boww… Gb2 gw kacau balau ga’ bs disimulasikan?? Ouchh.. touchy!! Akhirnya kelar juga TA gw, dalam hal ini cuma masalah pengetikan dan pengumpulannya, jangan tanya isinya, benar2 mengkhawatirkan. Gw aja bingung abis lah mengenai isinya yaitu bab yang paling penting (isi dan bahasan masalah) mana besok gw kudu ketemuan n diskusi secara luas dengan pak dosen pembimbing, ahhhh…. harus dateng, karena dia kesel bgt ma gw yg sering menghilang di jadwal konselingnya (hihihi). Besok paling juga ngebahas finite volume methods for simple 1D diffusion. CFD Fluent gw jg asallll abisssss…. mengerikan, bahkan kmrn gw baru tau dr baca buku itu klo harusnya di TA gw ada pbahasan mengenai grafik comparison for analytical n numerical simulation solution!. Wahhhhh!!!! Apes banget, jadi weekend gw kudu nulis ulang bab 3,4 plus menggambar & mentransfer semuanya ke GAMBIT dan analisa ulang di Fluent!. Ampyunnnn… kok ga ada yg bisa ngajarin n membantu gw mengenai masalah ini!. Tgl sidang jg belom tau, aduhh…!. Semoga pas agak terakhir, 2 minggu lagi, karena blm ada yg bs bantuin CFD. Ayo maju terus pantang mundur. Oiya setelah lama tak tau perkembangan lagu, tnyata Feist keluarin album baru demikian juga dengan Velvet Revolver, tapi maaf ya kayanya gw bakalan milih ngedownload daripada bli cd, hemat 75rb blehh!. Ah.. kantuk ini tak kunjung lenyap, memang sih kurang lama tidur balas dendamnya, tapi klo masih sore dah tidur rasanya ga’ nyenyak dan seperti blm tidur beneran. Maksa sih. Semoga lulus dan semoga ada DS di acara wisudaan, kyeryennn.